Thursday, January 29, 2009

I love being alive.
Isn't air wonderful?
Isn't breathing glorious?
Isn't frosted, crystalline world beautiful?
Isn't God good?
Isn't today a new and spectacular day?
Yes.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Thoughts

Grad school is hanging rather ominously over my life right now. I just wish I knew where I am going for sure. Its funny how exciting not knowing can sometimes be, and how it sometimes can be a rather life-sucking feeling. I suppose it is my attitude about it. I just don't know.

The snow kissed my face all day yesterday, a million little freezing kisses, and the air stung the back of my neck, which is a pleasant feeling over-all. It reminds you that you are alive and can feel.

I was driving the other day and I got caught up in that feeling of whooshing by other people and their lives without giving any thought to them. I don't think I like driving at all, I'm convinced that it really does de-humanize you.

I saw an old map that featured the Island of California. I wonder if that map maker had ever even been to California. If he had, I'm sure that he would have noticed a particular lack of ocean between California and the rest of the United States. There were also sea monsters, but even they are more believable.

I get to be with my brothers and my friends tonight. I love them and pretty soon I won't get to see them very much at all, because I'll be far away, so I am savoring every last moment.

I miss the flowers and the leaves. Winter seems to be reigning extra long this year.

Monday, January 19, 2009



Sleep
Sleep tonight
And may your dreams
Be realized
If the thunder cloud
Passes rain
So let it rain
Rain down on me
Mmm...mmm...mmm...
So let it be
Mmm...mmm...mmm...
So let it be
Sleep
Sleep tonight
And may your dreams
Be realized
If the thundercloud
Passes rain
So let it rain
Let it rain
Rain on me

"MLK" by U2

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Andrew Wyeth 1917-2009


Andrew Wyeth has passed away. It is sad that he is gone, but it brings to mind the question of if a great artist can ever really die. I'm of the opinion that they live on through their works, a sort of tangible immortality.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

I am making decisions that will affect the rest of my life and it is scary. What? Who? When? How? I don't even have the slightest idea.

But He does, which is a comfort un-ending.

Friday, January 02, 2009

I came upon a waterfall today.

I am moving far away soon.

I am going to see things that have belonged to centuries of royalty tomorrow.

I have a family.

I saw a butterfly.

Hm.